the Society, the God.

I used to think that life was how we want it to be.
I always think that my life freaking rock because I made it that way with the decisions I stayed true to.

Then, my life turned around. There isn't passion in life anymore.
Everything evolves around decisions.
Everything evolves around decisions concerning society.

We are all tied to the society.
How pretty, how smart, how capable you are,
It all depends on the society.

Why does it have to be that way?
People often say, just don't bother too much about what others think.
No! you can never do that.
Society judge you! Everyone plays the role of the God.
Everyone knows that they are the best and have every right to criticize,
That's what they think, in their tiny pea mind.

Why are others so hard on different individual?
I thought.

Could it be that it is true?
Could it be that they are jealous?
Could it be that I am a horrible person?

I landed on a thought.
They are insecure.
The whole society is insecure.
The prime way to make them feel better about themselves is to step onto others.
Belittle others then shall they feel more superior.

It is true to everyone.
Why judge? why give others a hard time?
Why not advise and have empathy?

That is why life is how it is. Formed purely by Society.
Nothing but Society.
Individuals who confirm are the best.
Individuals who don't, they are
Weirdos
Sluts
Idiots.

So do I have to be a weirdo, slut or an idiot,
Just to be who I am?
An individual on my own.

Politics and what's not. Jealousy and what's not. Everyone is just very self-centered.

Go volunteer in SPCA or something! You'll probably learn 10million values than you'll ever have.

*scoff*

attitute problem

I think people should do something about their attitude problem. As long as I've been observing, everyone has some kind of attitude. But those with extreme attitude problem..they should do something with it. Because sooner or later, they're gonna get on somebody's nerves and get into deep trouble. It works that way.

Even in the past week itself, I've faced these people full of bad attitude.

#1 I'm all that
Yes. We've seen this sort of people around. A bunch of them. 'Yes I know you've done that and yes I know you're ALL THAT GREAT'. But guess what? friends hate braggers and someone who is full of ego. What is the point of being so great when you don't even have the sense of empathy and couldn't care less about the achievement of others?

This kind, they live in the world of their own with maybe a few worshipers. (or that's what THEY think)

#2 the BOSS
I am not pinpointing people who are bossy. It's just those who think that they have the ULTIMATE power over everything. There is a phrase in Chinese, "a chicken feather being treated as a phoenix's feather". I probably don't do too well in translating and it does sound better in Chinese but what it really means is that, a person is only given some power over decision making but practically that person acts as if she/he is the BOSS.

No no. You can't do that. Lead, not dictate!


#3 The-world-is-crushing-onto-me Kind

The label says it all. For this kind, catastrophe always happen onto them. If earthquakes breakout, it only happens to them. If a meteor lands, it only landed onto their house. Everything bad and horrible that happens, happens only onto them and NOBODY else!

Must I emphasis that others around the world are facing worst problem?!

I'm off to PJ. Taa.