Hair loss?

Insanity.

Probably because of my own doings.

Seems like everyone is blogging about exams when it's the season.

I am in need of time. Loads of time.

And yet, I went for late night supper, I laughed with Pei Yoong about not getting the 17 chapters done. And then I freaked.

I now do really hope desperate time calls for desperate measures.

Am already looking forward for Christmas.

Exams vs. Blogging

Interesting fact.

I realize that I'm hardly on the internet for long unless it's near the examinations week.

I'm so caught up with life itself and because of exams, I'm forced to sit down and study and yet here I am blogging, after forever not doing so.

It's weird I admit. But I guess I just don't fancy sitting down much.

And I figure I should stay online more often and read international news. Yes. New resolution.

xoxo.

eeee's of life

In need of someone.
World crushing on me.
Everyone wanting more.
While trying to escape.
To a place once called home.

What a story to a great life.
Wheeeeee.

DELETE button

Yes. It happened to me. I'll try not to whine.
Click ME then push the DELETE button.
Throw me into the recycle bin.
Or somebody take a knife and stab me!
Well, not literally, I'll whack you instead. For real.

of spices and ice cream

Right on.
Nickie is gone. My little finger is in the process of fixing itself.
More tests coming up. Finals is in less than a month time.
Can't drive. Takes me years to finish up my assignments.
Life is boring me. And it's summer now.

The days are looking rather gloomy.
I need spices. I need more passion.
Wonder if an order of chocolate fondue might help.
How about 2 orders then?

Read this. You've got spice?
Call me.
only if I know you.

the Society, the God.

I used to think that life was how we want it to be.
I always think that my life freaking rock because I made it that way with the decisions I stayed true to.

Then, my life turned around. There isn't passion in life anymore.
Everything evolves around decisions.
Everything evolves around decisions concerning society.

We are all tied to the society.
How pretty, how smart, how capable you are,
It all depends on the society.

Why does it have to be that way?
People often say, just don't bother too much about what others think.
No! you can never do that.
Society judge you! Everyone plays the role of the God.
Everyone knows that they are the best and have every right to criticize,
That's what they think, in their tiny pea mind.

Why are others so hard on different individual?
I thought.

Could it be that it is true?
Could it be that they are jealous?
Could it be that I am a horrible person?

I landed on a thought.
They are insecure.
The whole society is insecure.
The prime way to make them feel better about themselves is to step onto others.
Belittle others then shall they feel more superior.

It is true to everyone.
Why judge? why give others a hard time?
Why not advise and have empathy?

That is why life is how it is. Formed purely by Society.
Nothing but Society.
Individuals who confirm are the best.
Individuals who don't, they are
Weirdos
Sluts
Idiots.

So do I have to be a weirdo, slut or an idiot,
Just to be who I am?
An individual on my own.

movies again

Movies with the Mamak buddies and Ken Yoong. Night in the Museum. *wheee* Fun as expected. Somehow preferred the 1st movie, it was way creative (personal opinion). However there's no doubt bout the hilarious scence from the 2nd movie. *loves*

Feels kinda good to sit in the dark and not talk after the things that have been happening.

Just really looking forward for Jie to come back. At least I could lean on her.

Hopes for tomorrow? - a better day perhaps?

just beware.

One would assume that poll questions would somewhat benefit the person who gained those information. In a way, it reassures a hypothesis or even maybe just random fun facts.

Random poll questions?

Would you date Fergie-Stacey?
A. Totally
B. Nah uh.

The usage of poll questions made even more sense to me, after watching news on ntv7 this evening.
There was a slight increase in the rate of snatch thieves and the poll question for today was:

Do you think that the government should step up in preventing the incidents of snatch theft?
A. YES
B. NO



Is that even a question? Like what some would answer? B. NO! Come on, enough have already been done. We should all just sit back and relax. *geez*


Forget that, bottom line is to make sure you guys are more careful and take good care of your belongings. Sometimes death happens too.

brrrrr.
i am sneezing none stop for the whole day.
*sobs*

i don't wanna die... neheh.

the new semester stars tomorrow. not hyped up about it. save me.

Off day for everyone!

Nehehe. Drove back home early in the morning from college. Yes, 9am is early for me!
Momsie cooked some awesome Kai Lan porridge, ate 2 bowls and fell asleep.

Went to midvalley like everyone else did. Bought stuff. Drove home and ate porridge again..! *drools* The traffic jam wasn't bad. So it was a fun day out, since I haven't been spending much time with her.

The new semester is starting in 2 days. Urgh.. Not too psyhed about it. I miss hanging out with Nickie and Yee.

*moodless*

dumb.

The semester just ended for me. Had my last paper on Saturday morning. *grunts* Was dazing out of the window at a traffic light when I saw this sign. It reminded me of the Point of No Return. Scary much. The whole 3 weeks have been crazy and my last paper was my weakest. *grunts again* But hey! I'm on semester break now. *points and laughs at Nickie and Joe*


Okay. Enough said. After the paper, we went to Seremban to catch a movie and meet Yuva. Watched Fast and Furious 4 again. Omg. Vin Diesel is so hot. Still can stop ogling at him for the 2nd time. omg. drivers in Seremban. You have no idea. The drivers there are * insert own description*. Signal wrong and weird roads.

When we finally got into Jusco Seremban, it became worst. Cars were parked everywhere anywhere. Cars reversed without looking. Cars were even parked at places where cars aren't suppose to. I mean it. It was a turning to the other side and as I was about to head towards there I stopped dead. It was all blocked. *shows fist* I was really hungry and started cursing. Apologise to Reuben, Justin and Arthur.



Conclusion? I love the traffic in KL and I don't wanna drive to Seremban no more.
And Yuva doesn't belong there.

Loves.

YJi is coming home!!

Finals for Jan semester.

I am a changed blogger. I am.really.
Finals and studying is just taking up all my time.. *excuses*

Here's something though. Just to help you release stress.
I'll just stick to my way: chomping down on mamee snack and gummy bears/worms/animals.


Love much. Keep holding on.

The monday today wasn't fun at all. Wasn't all that exciting. Wasn't productive and I'm down with a flu. Hoping tomorrow will turn out better.

Finals are ready creeping nearer ever second and it's ever so stressful just thinking bout it.

I shall blog on Cheng Ming tomorrow.

Rawr.

Of lakes and deep waters.

Had psychology quiz today. Wasn't really prepared. Meet Gaorii and we were just 2 really moody girls as for life have caught up to us so much. After accounting class, we both had the idea to drive far far away to just escape reality for a moment. But all we really did was just drive aimlessly away from college. Not too far though as both of us have tests we need to get ready for.

Found this very calm/peaceful lake beside the academic block. It was just something we never realized and found it interesting just to stare at it. *grins* It does however gives us a rough idea to strip and swim in it. Then leading me to hope that we were in America where the water is a WEE bit cleaner. Mind us.

Then there was this bush(forest) fire in the late afternoon. The heat has been a WEE bit crazy these two days. *sweats profusely*

Now it makes me wanna be in the Caribbeans. *gah!*

people.

omg. calculus test tomorrow. nickie MIA. wyee confused. avin heartbroken. never heard from manda and laine is going through a tough time.

meh. GGGs are so occupied.

Halloween night this coming Wednesday. wonder what should I dress up as?
or being myself is scary enough..? *laughs alone*

and Jie's birthday is coming up.how exciting!

random.

I couldn't find the cables for my camera. which caused me not being able to upload picture. which then lead to the reason of me not blogging.

i need news from foster mom and dad soon.
sigh.

Our baby girl

Nicole Cheyenne Chin might be a bitch you think. you despise the way she walk. you despise the way she talk. or the way she makes you look bad.

but she's our baby and she influences people.
thanks babe for those lil advise.

Inti Nilai here I come.. I guess.