sisterly love

Done with finals for this semester.

Odd thing is, mom's been out for 2 days, enjoying herself and me being a teen, I'm here at home, wondering and facing the computer.

Well, resorted to watching the series of Heroes.

Jie called and we stayed on the phone for some time. Planning on how the apartment would be like when I finally get to there. Planning to cook for her and go out for shopping sprees. Describing how fun it would be to get a car together. Head down to host family's for Christmas. And hoping that that will all happen when I get there next year.

I miss her and can't wait to get there!

It holds lots of possibilities but in the same time, I will admit that I'm very much afraid.

Guess I'll just deal with it then.

Birthday's up next. Hoping I won't go all nostalgic. *sighs*

without you around

I hate people leaving. Then again who doesn't?

Without you around
I'm a baby
Songs on the radio go on and on
Droplets from the leaking pipe at the backyard
could not compare to our tears after you left
The house once overflowing with laughter
now quiet down again
For there's only two lonely person left behind.


I miss you hunzie pie. Be safe.

dumb.

The semester just ended for me. Had my last paper on Saturday morning. *grunts* Was dazing out of the window at a traffic light when I saw this sign. It reminded me of the Point of No Return. Scary much. The whole 3 weeks have been crazy and my last paper was my weakest. *grunts again* But hey! I'm on semester break now. *points and laughs at Nickie and Joe*


Okay. Enough said. After the paper, we went to Seremban to catch a movie and meet Yuva. Watched Fast and Furious 4 again. Omg. Vin Diesel is so hot. Still can stop ogling at him for the 2nd time. omg. drivers in Seremban. You have no idea. The drivers there are * insert own description*. Signal wrong and weird roads.

When we finally got into Jusco Seremban, it became worst. Cars were parked everywhere anywhere. Cars reversed without looking. Cars were even parked at places where cars aren't suppose to. I mean it. It was a turning to the other side and as I was about to head towards there I stopped dead. It was all blocked. *shows fist* I was really hungry and started cursing. Apologise to Reuben, Justin and Arthur.



Conclusion? I love the traffic in KL and I don't wanna drive to Seremban no more.
And Yuva doesn't belong there.

Loves.

YJi is coming home!!

The big L.O.V.E.

Yes. The female from the Chong residence wish everyone Happy belated Vday.
Spread the love

The both of us went to Bangsar for dinner and people were just on the streets selling roses, bears, papa bears and balloon. Out to get your fortune, you lovey-dovey couples!

the pretty theme picture of the day. electrical sakura flower (i think) around Bangsar Village

mumsie. the love of my life.
not forgetting YJi too!

p/s: note to all, love ain't just for those love birds out that.but family, friends and mostly the people you care bout.

p/s: people i care bout? nickie, yee, manda, laine, AFS kids and tons more

bout me?

Several facts about myself I noticed today.

Fact #1
I was taking a shower and I felt short. I know I am (don't start with the hundreds of comments saying that I am). Somehow, the bathroom made me feel shorter than I really am.

Fact #2
Nothing beats sleep. Definitely not. I fall asleep reading, watching tv, talking, chatting on MSN. And I realized I have that tendency to fall asleep on wheels too. *sigh* Then Pei Yoong's voice rings in my ear, Seriously, don't drive if you're tired, you're killing other people. That thought frightens me.

Fact #3
Starting to get obsessed with the character Edward Cullen from Twilight (I mean from the book). I do wonder if there will ever be a person so perfect. I guess not. I could only read and dream. *drools again*

Fact #4
I wanna hang out with Jie so badly!


Outs.

people.

omg. calculus test tomorrow. nickie MIA. wyee confused. avin heartbroken. never heard from manda and laine is going through a tough time.

meh. GGGs are so occupied.

Halloween night this coming Wednesday. wonder what should I dress up as?
or being myself is scary enough..? *laughs alone*

and Jie's birthday is coming up.how exciting!

Heck.

Attention to the GGG's. We need to like go out together soon (without Laine sadly) cause I'm dying to see all of you again.
We'll do something once Nickie and Manda finally finish their assignments or at least half way through.

We'll text alright?

Loud post out to YJi
I uber miss you and have not talked to you for weeks. Do take good care ya. *slobbery kiss on forehead*

Month in Maine

It's February 12th today!

It has been officially a month I have been in Maine. I arrived in the States on the 9th January but came to Maine on the 12th January, a Saturday. The feeling was great when I first arrived here. Everything is so new and exciting. *grins* I am having a blast here! I am an American High School Senior and that's something not everyone can be. *laughs*




It has also been a month and 20 days since Papa has passed away. I love him so much. I love you, Jie and Ma very much too.

Let's highlight Julie Andrews and Christhoper Plummer from The Sound of The Music. They are getting old now. They have great voices and Julie Andrews is a legend. Go youtube and watch a couple of videos of them.

2008 countdown in Genting

Two days after Pa's funeral, my aunt and uncle brought us up to Genting to divert our thoughts from the sudden loss.

On the 30th Dec, we headed up to Genting but due to the countdown celebration, we could only get a room in the Awana hotel. 3 adults, 3 teens and 3 children stayed together in the suite. Weather around the Awana hotel wasn't as cool though.

Since Uncle Gan is the Vice President for the Genting Theme Park, we got complimentary All Park ticket for two days. Wasn't in the mood to go for the rides but have to look after the children while the adults go online in Starbucks. It was cool anyway to look at Tze Yi goofing around.

Had fine dinning in The Olive. Darn cool place. It's compulsory for the waiters to serve us red wine. I had charboiled rib eye. *smack lips* Anyway, everywhere we went with Uncle Gan, people started bowing at the sight of him. *grins*

The last day of 2007

On the 31st, we went to the theme park whole day too. Love bumper car and reminded me of those time we (GGG) had, trashing each other. I was the eldest with the children out in the park, so when my 7year old cousin wants to sit the Jumbo flying elephant, I had to sit beside him.

By 10pm, we joined the adults at the Highland Starbucks and waited for the countdown to start. The crowd was amazing. since the weather was cold, we didn't sweat like we usually do down in Sungei Wang. It was heartaching though, because Pa usually bring us around for countdown and now he's gone.

The fireworks display was spectacular! The display was for a whole 10 minutes and there were variety. There were no tall buildings, the sky was clear. It was much better than in KL. Obviously, since Genting can afford those fireworks knowing the fact that they can earn back the money spent just through a table in the casino.

The family was great. We all had much fun.

More pictures later on.

I love medium rare steaks..

Decided to continue packing the room today but still unaccomplished. Went down to Bukit Bintang to have dinner at The Ship again. I ordered charboiled rib eye again and Mother had Seafood Au Gantin. I think The Ship should pay me for the highlight every time I go there for dinner. *laughs* I go there quite often that I even notice they renovated their toilet. *grins* But without failure, I think of Jie every single time we have dinner there.

this is influenced by nickie

Walked to Starhill Gallery to check out the Christmas decoration. The projected some long lasting tiny bubbles (snow) which stays on my hair. Pretty nice. Better than in Midvalley.

There were carolling session too. It was great. The choir group sang really well. And I'm attracted to those guys that sang especially those with great voices and ain't shy.

the middle one is pretty adorable

Steamboat with KL girl guides

Pn Toh invited me for steamboat at the KL Girl Guides headquarters. They were having their camp permit and invited me to join in during campfire.


It was great fun as usual. Met Pn Elsie, Pn Lucy and Xin Mei. Father and Mother was invited along too. The gadjets built by the candidates were just okay. It wasn't very sturdy. And the cooking shelter was kind of small. But the A-tents were pitched up nicely.


Father had to catch a bus to Penang. So we had to leave early, before the campfire started. I was too occupied talking that I forgotten to snap pictures during the steamboat. *blush*


When we reached Kajang, Mother decided to go Tesco. She was kind of stressed up and unhappy. And so we went shopping for food and stopped by every row until 11.30pm. "Let's go home, eat and get fat" she said to me and headed to the counter. It was nice just walking around randomly without hurrying while messaging (at least for me).

back to school?not anymore..

miss jie miss jie miss jie

volleyballs and yee's brownie

Went to school to play volleyball and returned the loaned school text books. We had a end year volleyball lunch. The juniors collected the Domino's pizzas and bought some drinks. So I sat in Sook May's car and she was quite careful and I could sit in the front seat comfortably. *laughs* Unlike in Nickie's car. *shhh*


We laughed and ate and drank.

It was nice to be back, laughing ever so much as usual.







The five of us signed the court using permanent marker pen on the last day of SPM (26 Nov 07). Decided to snap a picture with our pure art piece. *grins*


Tomorrow is Yee's birthday. It would be the 5th birthday I've celebrated with her for now. And I can't even called her Woon Yee now cause it sounds weird to my ears.


Nickie messaged me and we decided to go to Yee's and surprise her. So Nickie picked me up at 8.30pm after waiting for her to take her sweet bath which was after her gaming online. Got a American brownie from Secret Recipe and got a lighter (Nickie forgotten to remind me to bring one).

She drove us to Yee's and once we were on her road, Nickie switched the headlights off and we crept nearer to a house with the blue gate. Imagine that. Both of us we laughing and shouting at each other all the way through. We could not help ourselves. *laughs*


Called Yee on her cell while the both of us hide behind Nickie's car. Some dude brought his dog for a walk and we were afraid it might bite us since we were squatting on Yee's front gate. After years of waiting, the birthday girl came out, saw us, saw the cake, well brownie, and cried. *yesh*
Successful! Went into her house while she gets dressed up to go Metro Point. Nickie could not speak mandarin and so manage to greet Yee's mother with a 'hello aunty' and acted real shy. Note the word acted.


Went to Shokudo. Ate loads of food. Only Nickie and I feasted for Yee has already eaten since it was a surprise. And that's that. It was just fun. We love Yee.
HAPPPY BURFS YEE!






And then I miss Jie. Hee.

Y Ji is 21 today!

Happy Birthday Jie!

Mere words cannot describe how much I love you and how bad I feel for not being able to be there with you at this very moment. We will always be thinking about you.

But don't worry bout the family, I'll take care of them. Just go have fun with the new people and friends that you've met there especially those guys that care for you. *winks* Enjoy the time of your life, it's not everyday you turn 21. (quoted Hagrid) *grins*

Do not give a damn about those idiots and bitches who do not even mean much nor will they change your life with their absence. It's their loss, for the rest of the world loves you!

Listen up, people! If you dare touch my sister, Y Ji I'm gonna hurt you bad. And I mean it. But being her sister, I know she's strong enough to overcome your idiotic stupidity. Enough said about scum heads, will not let them have the limelight. *laughs*

Happy birthday Jie, the most beautiful person ever inside and out. I love

you..

*a carriage full of kisses with infinite love from Pa, Ma and myself*

saying i love you?

Been practicing More Than Words.

We only have around 20days left before the 1st paper.

I have not master any subjects yet.

I'm longing to go skating.

Study group with the monkeys (nickie,mun, yuen) is filled with more words than facts.

Father kept on saying, "don't avoid, 10As depends on what you do now"

I am conscious of the time limit and the procrastination hence am trying to absorb facts with extreme wellness.

Jie's birthday in a week time.

*whines*

Ps: Her birthday is on 21st Oct. Go spam her cbox/inbox/ friendster/facebook with birthday messages.

Terri, Kean Jie and more

Terri asked me out for lunch to meet up with the few others, Shea Leen. Avin. Parveen. Sabrina.


She picked me up around 12.30. Went off to Kajang town to meet the rest.

In the end, Shea Leen could not make it. And Parveen (smartly) invited her cousin brothers to come along. *shrugs* Avin and herself decided to have lunch at Ayza's (the corner shop opposite new KFC).


They were speaking vulgarly all the way true, just for the fun of it. This includes Avin,which have changed massively in attitude, as said so by Sabrina too. I tolerated for Terri's sake. One of the guys started smoking and said, "sorry ah, I'm smoking and the smoke is blowing towards you." Solution? Don't say sorry as if it means something, get a seat somewhere else! *sigh* society..


We decided to go off early. Went Mcdee to get ice-cream with Terri and Sabrina (terri's roomie) only. Talk awhile. And they fetched me home.

terri, me and sab

Father says I look like Jiejie when I tie up my hair. I say he misses her.

Ps: Happy Burfs to Kean Jie. Soooo sorry for forgetting. Be proud that i have the friends instincts.

Pss.Did I mention that I love terri heaps.Thanks for the support!

Randomness

Form 5s are off from school this whole week due to lack of classrooms for PMR. But i decided to join intensive class. Went to school on Tuesday and Wednesday.

Tuesday
Had 4periods of Physics and 4periods of Chemistry. Everyone had great laughes for Chemistry by mother.

Wednesday
Seeing the fact that staying at home would tempt me to eat more and sleep more. Wei Sy, Wei Qi and myself went to school to have additional maths exercises together. We brought board games too. Studying too much ain't good you know. It was good. We played only twice and concentrated on our work for the rest of the day.

Father cooked Japanese meal last night.

I'm making the most effort to study hard. Wasted some time messaging others and drawing stuff on my thighs.

Graduation confirmed to be held on October 27th in Metro Inn because according to survey done (as if) by the teacher in charge, most students voted for Metro Inn. (believable) *scoff* And they plan to have Co-curriculum Day on the same day. Mother ain't happy about it too. Imagine us walking around town after school being fancy and dressed up. *meh*

Reality whacked me hard on the face yesterday.Sorry to break your comfort zone, people. We're currently 33days from SPM. Great impact. Now I'm inspired to study.

In addition to that, I'm still missing jiejie. Had a random dream of her picking me up from school. *wonders*

little gift from the Paint For Peace event

feather drawn on my skin

i like my preeety socks *meh*

Fear..? ain't nothing but a bunch of taps on the keyboard

If real friends were oxygen, I would have suffocated by now.

If pain was deep waters, I would have drowned before I could suffocate.

If fear in my heart represented each tab on the keyboard, IBM or Bill Gates have got to invent more words&numberings.

If stress and heavy loads on my chest ain't nothing else but rocks, we are back in the Stone Age.

If those who supported me and understood my pain through this rough times are flowers, Nicole.C would be a blooming sunflower.

If the ones I love to bits are the feathers in my pillow, there would be only three, Y Ji, pa and ma.

Father's operation was fine.

Random coversations.

With Kean Jie:


*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
i think i plug in microphone in the wrong place
Quai says:
and then
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
den it doesnt work..so gav back to my sis
Quai says:
haha
Quai says:
x tau gune ke
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
erk lebih kurang..normally juz plug into d speaker can d mer
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
later i ask my bro get me a new 1..muahaha
Quai says:
no need ler..
Quai says:
u dun plug at the speakers la
Quai says:
ish
Quai says:
u using destop roght?
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
yea
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
sis using laptop so easier for to plug in
Quai says:
u plug at the back of the cpu
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
i takut kena shock..
Quai says:
what the heck
Quai says:
hahah
Quai says:
useless la u
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
><
*one sikwitu <-(-)--vc [KHS] says:
erm cpu is against d wall..needa pull out d table..troublesome ler ..


he's afraid of getting shocked.



With Nickie:


*fairy.berrie* says:
shit la
*fairy.berrie* says:
i want my vector brush
*fairy.berrie* says:
kill u kill u kill u
Quai says:
er..
Quai says:
ne question babe
Quai says:
why kill me ar?
*fairy.berrie* says:
errrrr..dunno
Quai says:
yer
Quai says:
terrible
*fairy.berrie* says:
ppl talking to me i cant concentrate haha
Quai says:
fine..go do
*fairy.berrie* says:
ailing and manggalam how?
Quai says:
how
Quai says:
oh shit..
Quai says:
haha
Quai says:
hmm..
Quai says:
u got their pict anot?
*fairy.berrie* says:
i cant fit any shit into the 2nd page wei
Quai says:
relly?
Quai says:
but must put their pict
*fairy.berrie* says:
damn cramp
*fairy.berrie* says:
haha
Quai says:
ask sam for their pict la
Quai says:
at leats need one la
*fairy.berrie* says:
kk wait
*fairy.berrie* says:
sam online ke?
*fairy.berrie* says:
on the basketball court ones u got?
Quai says:
not in this comp
Quai says:
nope
*fairy.berrie* says:
then go find other comps la
*fairy.berrie* says:
ish
*fairy.berrie* says:
mengader
Quai says:
haha
Quai says:
what la u angry now
*fairy.berrie* says:
GO GET IT LA
*fairy.berrie* says:
TALK SO MUCH
Quai says:
cannot swtich on la
Quai says:
babe
*fairy.berrie* says:
aiyer
*fairy.berrie* says:
break in then
Quai says:
haha
Quai says:
what
*fairy.berrie* :
kill urself!says


at 1st she wanted to kill me and then she wants me to kill myself.

plus, she wants me to break into my computer. Like that will help


And so father operation was okay. According to mother, there some kind of liquid that's coming out from his eyes. (now I'm worried-doesn't mean you have to worry, Jie) Haven't got the chance to visit him yet. Mother took off from school. Pn. Pushpa wanted to send me back and so she did. Came on and stuck my face to the computer screen the whole day.

Got into facebook finally under the influence of Jiejie. I think I'm going to get a lil addicted to it. But then again, SPM!

Geez.

Special thanks to those who asked about father. And also to Nickie whom gave me a little hug in school. Means something.


Jiejie's constantly having test. So we're having sister bonds somehow? Both having the need to study. Hmph..

Had Gerak Gempur this whole week. *shrugs*

The group had came up with something like bringing food for each other according to their respective days.

Monday-Wyee. She brought Tuna sandwiches

Tuesday-Manda. Eggs with Nachos

Wednesday- Laine. Home-made Brownies

Thursday- Me. Only had time to make Pineapple jellies

Friday. Nickie. Her low cholesterol 'oh chen'

Wonder what to make next week?

I was busy the whole week trying to settle all the forms for the AFS application which results in no preparation for the exams. Mother told me to take it as an exercise, so did Nickie. Thus, i went to school on Thursday with ZERO knowledge on Physics and still had time to make lil jellies for my lil poopies.

On Monday, I sat for Moral Studies earlier and went off to the hospital after recess for a TB test required in the forms. It was cool.. the doctor drew some kind of circle around the injection spot and if the result was to be positive, it would swell bigger than the circle. That could be seen on Wednsday.

Tuesday was just kind of random.

Moving on to Wednesday, I had Chemistry I and II. Had a one hour break in between both paper, barely giving me time to rush to the hospital to check on the TB test result and back again for paper 2. The result was negative of course. Messaged Danial, he's having his check up too.

Went back home and started completing every single detail needed in the forms. Had to rush to the photostat shop by 9.00 to get a copy of everything before handling it up on Thursday, 13 Sept when the deadline is 17 Sept. Had dinner at 10.00pm which made my stomach grumble terribly. This states that I took the whole day doing only that and off to bed with the Jellies ready for my poopies.

Thursday-Doomed for Physics but turned out to be rather a ' not-very-stressed' situation. *smiles*

Peak Mun smugged at her very small accomplishment. Someone save that girl.

Friday-Just had fun laughing. Took picture for the Editorial Board. Junli, Syazleena and me were fiddling with the camera. Talked to Joo Ann a lil while Mother had meeting. She miserable and thinks that the whole world hates her. Poor girl. *sighs* Which also results in me having to advise her and spend a lil more time with her.

Finished reading the Private series til the fourth book (introduced by Nickie). Josh is sooo innocent and sweet. Nickie he can't be yours. You've already one.

the stack of forms-done

the 1st thing my host family and the rest will have the image of me. Good? No?

Was told by Kean Jie that I am his close friend now. That's nice. *laughs*

I still miss Jie heaps. Even the shampoo I+Her used reminds me of her. I need comforting.