the Society, the God.

I used to think that life was how we want it to be.
I always think that my life freaking rock because I made it that way with the decisions I stayed true to.

Then, my life turned around. There isn't passion in life anymore.
Everything evolves around decisions.
Everything evolves around decisions concerning society.

We are all tied to the society.
How pretty, how smart, how capable you are,
It all depends on the society.

Why does it have to be that way?
People often say, just don't bother too much about what others think.
No! you can never do that.
Society judge you! Everyone plays the role of the God.
Everyone knows that they are the best and have every right to criticize,
That's what they think, in their tiny pea mind.

Why are others so hard on different individual?
I thought.

Could it be that it is true?
Could it be that they are jealous?
Could it be that I am a horrible person?

I landed on a thought.
They are insecure.
The whole society is insecure.
The prime way to make them feel better about themselves is to step onto others.
Belittle others then shall they feel more superior.

It is true to everyone.
Why judge? why give others a hard time?
Why not advise and have empathy?

That is why life is how it is. Formed purely by Society.
Nothing but Society.
Individuals who confirm are the best.
Individuals who don't, they are
Weirdos
Sluts
Idiots.

So do I have to be a weirdo, slut or an idiot,
Just to be who I am?
An individual on my own.

Politics and what's not. Jealousy and what's not. Everyone is just very self-centered.

Go volunteer in SPCA or something! You'll probably learn 10million values than you'll ever have.

*scoff*

attitute problem

I think people should do something about their attitude problem. As long as I've been observing, everyone has some kind of attitude. But those with extreme attitude problem..they should do something with it. Because sooner or later, they're gonna get on somebody's nerves and get into deep trouble. It works that way.

Even in the past week itself, I've faced these people full of bad attitude.

#1 I'm all that
Yes. We've seen this sort of people around. A bunch of them. 'Yes I know you've done that and yes I know you're ALL THAT GREAT'. But guess what? friends hate braggers and someone who is full of ego. What is the point of being so great when you don't even have the sense of empathy and couldn't care less about the achievement of others?

This kind, they live in the world of their own with maybe a few worshipers. (or that's what THEY think)

#2 the BOSS
I am not pinpointing people who are bossy. It's just those who think that they have the ULTIMATE power over everything. There is a phrase in Chinese, "a chicken feather being treated as a phoenix's feather". I probably don't do too well in translating and it does sound better in Chinese but what it really means is that, a person is only given some power over decision making but practically that person acts as if she/he is the BOSS.

No no. You can't do that. Lead, not dictate!


#3 The-world-is-crushing-onto-me Kind

The label says it all. For this kind, catastrophe always happen onto them. If earthquakes breakout, it only happens to them. If a meteor lands, it only landed onto their house. Everything bad and horrible that happens, happens only onto them and NOBODY else!

Must I emphasis that others around the world are facing worst problem?!

I'm off to PJ. Taa.

movies again

Movies with the Mamak buddies and Ken Yoong. Night in the Museum. *wheee* Fun as expected. Somehow preferred the 1st movie, it was way creative (personal opinion). However there's no doubt bout the hilarious scence from the 2nd movie. *loves*

Feels kinda good to sit in the dark and not talk after the things that have been happening.

Just really looking forward for Jie to come back. At least I could lean on her.

Hopes for tomorrow? - a better day perhaps?

Ich vermisse dich!

I miss you too!

I've just received this awesome package from Mike, my German friend. It's an Easter package. *loves*

It's filled with 8 packets of different shapes and sizes of gummies with different flavors from peach to apple. *drools* A medium size chocolate bunny. *drools again* A tiny lil magnetic heart plushy. *melts* An awesome card. And a P&C letter. *floats*

The package weighs so much and he got it delivered through DHL. He is such a sweetheart. *hugs*

The card on the upper right shows two sheep, you & me. In the middle is printed = fold here and press both of us tight together. Bottom most line = I wish it was that easy..I miss you!

the eight diff types

from Mike Gerbl!

Thanks a whole bunch Mike. You've been such a great friend. Sorry for losing touch these few weeks. Been so caught up. I want to talk to you soon! *big hugs* miss you much too. Hoping to meet you soon!!

Ich wünschte, wir sind jetzt zusammen, Mike..

Skating buds

Advise? If you don't having any friends who know how to skate, don't go skating. It's a total waste of money! Of course unless, you're with Nickie, Joe, Yee and Arthur. RM23 it a total con. It's not like you can stand in those skates for that long anyway.

Don't get tempted!

Don't go shopping with Yi Wei and Arthur too! They try to get you to buy stuff. Really.

poser on skates

smelly skates and nickie's glads.

arthur's usual hobby?

happy mama's day!

happy mama's day to all women who have been through 9 months of cravings and eternal headaches. *whopss*

Woke up late cause aunt and cousins were around. Ma went swimming and had breakfast with 'em. I just slept. :)

Had mother's day lunch at some restaurant in Semenyih. Then to the temple in Broga. With the heat we're facing these days, I doubt I could survive any longer being outside of a air conditioned room slash car. *grunts* Anyway, took loads of picture in the temple.

Drove down to KL, went to mids, got stuff and had dinner there.

the attempts

money is below us.

Happy mother's day to Mom in Maine too! I tried calling but it went to voicemail. Missing you. hugs.